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I had to write something about it.
This high is supposed to last
It's supposed to keep me going
To keep me alive
To keep me going.
But it doesn't.
It never will.
This high
Was meant to keep me tripping on my life
To make me feel swell.
But it wasn't.
It wasn't enough.
I failed.
I did it again.
Completely gone.
Out of my mind.
Faded.
This high wasn't enough to keep me from doing wrong...
Once again.
It's just once more,
It can't hurt.
I can quit.
Just not now.
This high was meant to keep me fueled up.
To guide me in the right direction.
The lights flashing.
The scents attacking
The screams
The sensations
Every little aspect of it
wasn't enough.
It usually lasts a while.
This trip
Keeps me going
Keeps me away from doing wrong
Again.
Cus resisting is too much.
The blue lights
The marks on that glass
My wrongs
Exposed.
Words on the wall.
Silence so loud it's unbearable
It's addicting.
But the high is never enough.
We all fail afterwards
Constantly.
Falling back into our own habits
Sorry.
It's all we need to feel.
This high just awakens us
Exposes us to ourselves.
A high we all fear of letting go
But it escapes at anytime.
Sorry.
This high should keep us going but it doesn't.
Our addiction to feeling that love,
To those sensations,
To the tears of hope.
A magnificent addiction.
The only one we should ever have.
This high trips us out
Exposes our fears
And our desires.
Let's get hooked
Let's love.
That trip couldn't have been more real
To keep us going for the rest of our lives.
Sorry.
I'll try again.
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